viernes, noviembre 10, 2006
[ 1294. Egocentrism ]
I'm not gonna latch into a whole self-condemning and pity-gathering entry on how egocentric i've been in the entire semester, what a bastard i have been, an ungentleman that i am and all those bullshit.
In short, yes, i admit, i screw it up in that area. And that's that.
Lesson learnt, and time to be more conscious in time to come. Especially that FOC is going on high in december. Or so i want.
Unilateral: performed by or affecting only one person, group or country involved in a particular situation, often without the agreement of others.
There are times that i find it hard to express myself in words, be it verbally, or in print. There are also times i find nothing else to talk about except people and feelings. Because i think they are important. And less importantly so, because i don't know much else to talk about. People seemed like a safe bet. It's interesting to analyse conversations, monologues and behaviours, how we react to friends and foe.
It's puzzling how come people has so different face-to-face and online personas. The aloof, lonesome creature you call a dork in school, may be a whacko in the virtual community.
If only live is editable. I'd choose to rearrange the scenes of life, and make it a whole lot more dramatic and funny than what it is now. I would take out some really draggy portions like relationship turmoils, even though the sadist in everyone likes to watch such scenes. I would prolong and slow-mo portions like holidays. Muting sounds, writing misleading subtitles to make dialogues speak what the actors are not saying. That's cool. I always think that life is worthy of a drama. That's what make us enjoy it so much. Though it's the little things that matter in life, but it's the big things that makes us enjoy life.
I like doing alternative agendas. It's cliche, it's old school by now, but we're still not very accepting of it.
And yes, everyone has the dark side. It's time for me to explore it and fall in love with it.
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