gone.
will i be back?
i don't know.
maybe i've started elsewhere.
maybe never. again.
viernes, octubre 27, 2006
[ 1287. Ten Things ]
I saw this really cool poster when i alighted from the bus just now.
"if you only have 6 months left, what will you do?"
Then there's a list of 100 things that one might do. From eating ice-cream to making a will, almost everything's there. Everything that's pure and nice. =) The poster's white, making it seem full of hope and all. It dawned upon me. It seems so far away, 6 months. But how will one feel, say, 2 weeks before the 'appointed' death day? 5 days? or the day before? Isn't it so... scary?
Everyone should pay a visit to lifebeforedeath.org.sg and take a look at the video logs of muhd abdooh. It's courageous, to say the very least, for someone to share his last days with the world. The world that cares enough to see. For whatever reasons.
It makes life seems so much more precious now. So much more wonderful, smelling the roses amongst the thorns and thistles. I've been pricked quite a fair bit over the past weeks, mostly self-inflicted one to say the very least. But thank God for some wonderful souls for cheering me up. =)
Life's really a game. About fame and shame. Some get caught in this rat race, but blessed are those who rise above it. Without a care, methinks they know better. It makes me think, why do i even try sometimes, when all i get in the end, is not exactly what i want.
Do you know what i want?
mrk. =)
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his wishes
new clothes, new shoes, new bike, new friends, fantastic grades.
macbook, ipod nano, nokia n80, new wallet.
his horizons
malaysia, penang.
australia, brisbane/gold coast.
thailand, hatyai.
malaysia, genting.
malaysia, johor.
malaysia, melaka.
thailand, chiangmai.
australia, perth.
canada, edmonton/cold lake.
australia, rockhampton.
thailand, bangkok.
austria, vienna.
czech rep, olomouc.
austria, salzburg.
germany, munich.
switzerland, zurich.