gone.
will i be back?
i don't know.
maybe i've started elsewhere.
maybe never. again.
jueves, setiembre 28, 2006
[ 1270. Who Am I? ]
Whole day's worth of filming. Not quite done yet, but some radical changes brought me in front of the camera, and not behind it.
And i can give you a thousand reasons why i don't like to be in front of the camera.
Mainly, they stem from the issue of self-consciousness. And self-confidence. Rather, the lack of it.
I'm fat, ugly, can't act for nuts and much more inadequate. (add the two words "i think" to the end of each phrase.)
Time to look up, and look on, man. Stop the self-pity party.
Sat in the car for a little while after reaching home, craving for that stick of cigarette that i used to hold. But of course, there ain't any within my reach. Send the thank you messages, then i sat there and let my thoughts wonder. There just this part of me, that just wanted to sleep and let the carbon monoxide murder me, but of course, the sensible side decided otherwise. Mom would still need the darn car to get to school tomorrow. Gee.
And i was wondering how to explain the expended fuel to her too. Well, she made things so much easier by asking favours of me. So it's advance payment. =p
Tomorrow shall be a mandatory rest day. I so need one. And i miss all yooooou cs people.
And thanks to one and all who made my video possible. Good night.
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his wishes
new clothes, new shoes, new bike, new friends, fantastic grades.
macbook, ipod nano, nokia n80, new wallet.
his horizons
malaysia, penang.
australia, brisbane/gold coast.
thailand, hatyai.
malaysia, genting.
malaysia, johor.
malaysia, melaka.
thailand, chiangmai.
australia, perth.
canada, edmonton/cold lake.
australia, rockhampton.
thailand, bangkok.
austria, vienna.
czech rep, olomouc.
austria, salzburg.
germany, munich.
switzerland, zurich.