gone.
will i be back?
i don't know.
maybe i've started elsewhere.
maybe never. again.
domingo, setiembre 17, 2006
[ 1264. Bonkers Unlimited ]
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I'm almost burnt. Or maybe even there, without realizing it. No, it's not foc. Please, if a few interviews could kill me, i would have died a million deaths by now.
It's just me. I know it. Cranky remarks, attention craving, getting into weird tensions with other dudes, getting all emotional without reason, the feeling of wanting to cry. All symptoms, all just signs of imbalance.
Or is it unbalance?
Gee, i don't know.
I detest him. I like her. I'm scared of you. I hate myself. A thousand feelings can just rush through me any point in time. It's scary. Sometimes i don't know if i'm really feeling that way, or i'm trying to make myself feel that way.
Those emotional guilt trips.
I want much. I crave for more. But i need the capacity. And people to love me.
And yes. J-en's damn hot. I love that gal's confidence. Give me that attitude anytime. ;)
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the guy
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his wishes
new clothes, new shoes, new bike, new friends, fantastic grades.
macbook, ipod nano, nokia n80, new wallet.
his horizons
malaysia, penang.
australia, brisbane/gold coast.
thailand, hatyai.
malaysia, genting.
malaysia, johor.
malaysia, melaka.
thailand, chiangmai.
australia, perth.
canada, edmonton/cold lake.
australia, rockhampton.
thailand, bangkok.
austria, vienna.
czech rep, olomouc.
austria, salzburg.
germany, munich.
switzerland, zurich.