gone.
will i be back?
i don't know.
maybe i've started elsewhere.
maybe never. again.
jueves, julio 27, 2006
[ 1241. Insecurities & A Class Photo ]
Insecurities set in when i'm down, out and feeling sick. Like yesterday. And maybe today. My stomach feels queasy and hungry half the time, when i swear i've eaten in the last four hours or so. And after i've eaten again, i'll feel damn guilty. And the cycle goes on.
When i'm down, i'll think. Of every single nonsensical warped logic you can ever think of. Of how the whole world hates me. Of course i know that's not true. The whole world doesn't even know me, and people are not out to hate each other. (Although i do know of a few who's main motive in life to be a pain in the arse.)
Alright. Let's talk about something else. 9 years down the road, we finally had an extensive gathering of my primary school graduating class. 6A'97. Imagine how long ago was that. Everyone grew up, while most people looked the same, albeit looking like enlargements of the little boy or girl i used to know, there are some who changed drastically as well. Just as i remembered how we visited ms teo back in sec 3 during chinese new year, i saw stephanie with countless piercings, including the one on her tongue that totally grossed me out.
The turnout for the gathering was astounding, given that we all have moved on, 9 years in time. With some of us guys moving into universities and the girls flying all over the globe for their tertiary education, kudos to every single dude and lass for joining us on this little get-together. Of course, a million thanks to wenyu who painstakingly called every single member of the class, and started a buzz of emails flying all over in the running up to this event. Many thanks to tienfa for the wonderful place and preparation of the food too.

kaiyi,changquan, weijie, jianxiang, kunlei, tauwen, joel
joanna, sweeyong, zhenghao, jeremy, zhiwei
ziling, kerchun, wenyu, gabriel, guangfeng
jane, ms teo, kaiyuan, tienfa, melissa, yilong
me, kenneth loy
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the guy
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msn me.
his wishes
new clothes, new shoes, new bike, new friends, fantastic grades.
macbook, ipod nano, nokia n80, new wallet.
his horizons
malaysia, penang.
australia, brisbane/gold coast.
thailand, hatyai.
malaysia, genting.
malaysia, johor.
malaysia, melaka.
thailand, chiangmai.
australia, perth.
canada, edmonton/cold lake.
australia, rockhampton.
thailand, bangkok.
austria, vienna.
czech rep, olomouc.
austria, salzburg.
germany, munich.
switzerland, zurich.