lunes, julio 17, 2006
[ 1232. Tears ]
There are tears dwelling up in my eyes, i wonder why.
frankly, as i reflect upon my friends, my life and my values, i realized it's nothing but one big gooey mess. there are models that i'd like to follow, principles that i'd love to have, but somehow things don't turn out like that. i know i have problems following them.
i'm just so ill-disciplined.
once again, there are things i wanna do. i want to run for foc'07 exco. it's a far-fetched dream, maybe, but i guess that's something that i wanna do, something challenging, something out of my comfort zone of being simply a consumer. i've got big dreams, but small guts. i've got wild imagination, but limited vocabulary to verbalise it.
i hope, i dream, i want. but will i get? |
Shannon left at 12:18 a. m..