gone.
will i be back?
i don't know.
maybe i've started elsewhere.
maybe never. again.
jueves, febrero 16, 2006
[ 1098. Half Tired, Half Wired ]
The pages loaded exceptionally slowly today. Probably because i'm tired, and i'll still have to get up relatively early tomorrow cuz i'm meeting some people for a game at 1030 at tanah merah. Halfway thru loading just now, i was just so tempted to click alt f4, but decided against it since i just have so much, so much to say.
Alas, i'm too tired to do a thousand word essay. I'll keep it summarised instead.
1. reliefing for mom - her students are... more than what i thought i could handle. But not far from my imagination. I should thank my lucky stars that they didn't attempt to upstage me le. Never mind.
2. d242 - today was a strange 242, like how alan put it. zewei taught a lesson on followership. Yes, followership and not fellowship. And i realized how much i need to grow in this aspect of being a true follower. Someone who's with God, with spiritual authorities in one spirit. I want to grow to be in line with the vision, with God's plan for us as i step into ntu. Big dreams and ambitions aside, i just want to do something to contribute to this kingdom, be it big or small.
3. moving on - it's official: usm3 will move on to their respective uni cells w.e.f. 4th march onwards. Though i'm receiving mixed signals if i am supposed to move to guang an's cell or sushan's cell, but as i've always maintained, i'm ambivalent. But i think i have this tendency to go paranoid so i think i ought to keep an optimistic view. Hopefully i don't have to go to a new cell myself, though many people told me that i could cope with it. But it's always nice to have people moving along with you, instead of just treading into a new cell alone... yeah, you know. Aye. i'll miss usm3 i guess. I already begin to miss the days where bo, enghow and myself just gather for dinners. Remembered the day when joseph bowen and i gathered at jln kayu for prata supper. Times when aaron start suanning me and stuff as such. Aye... haiz. The party gotta end some day, anyway. Well, usm3 guys, if you're reading this, just wanna tell you guys that i love you all very much. Thanks for all the times you guys have stuck with me, encouraged me, loved me, suanned me, spurred me on whenever i don't feel like it. As a moody person, i know i'm hard to be loved. I know sometimes i can be a spoiler to the group, but you guys are all too great and wonderful to me. It's been over four years for some of you, shorter for the rest. Like enghow said, you guys will definitely be a bunch that i won't forget, and i know who forget me and forget God as well. I want to see you at the end of the race people, cuz I will be there too. Guys, thanks for everything that each one of you have done for this family. Once again, really love you guys very very very very much.... it's unexpressible.
I'm at a loss of words.
Shannon left at 12:18 a. m..
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his wishes
new clothes, new shoes, new bike, new friends, fantastic grades.
macbook, ipod nano, nokia n80, new wallet.
his horizons
malaysia, penang.
australia, brisbane/gold coast.
thailand, hatyai.
malaysia, genting.
malaysia, johor.
malaysia, melaka.
thailand, chiangmai.
australia, perth.
canada, edmonton/cold lake.
australia, rockhampton.
thailand, bangkok.
austria, vienna.
czech rep, olomouc.
austria, salzburg.
germany, munich.
switzerland, zurich.