gone.
will i be back?
i don't know.
maybe i've started elsewhere.
maybe never. again.
domingo, enero 15, 2006
[ 1073. Tired ]
I'm like so darn tired.
And tomorrow's the big party leh. Paaar-teee. Hmmm. I'm kind of afraid actually.
God, i need you there. Be there. Please....?
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I'm actually brooding over some household matters presently. Mom wish to move. Me too. She's been actively going for house-viewing, and sometimes when i'm free i'll tag along. It's dad actually. Mom has been wanting to have a decent discussion with him. But apparently he always come home half-tipsy from all the coffee shop beer sessions with the fellow uncles. And that has allowed ugly scenerios to surface every now and then. Like when he tries to disturb my brother, and the rest of us will get very irritated with him.
Actually i badly want to move. Having lived through my adolescence here, actually there are many memories of both kinds. And no, by shifting i'm not removing them, but it's somehow at least will keep the siansation of living in this pathetic looking house away for now. At least now that i'm much older, i'll have a more decent and weighted view on what's going into the house and what's not.
Ever since i grew older, I feel like mom's armour bearer now, especially for major decisions as such. Many a times i found myself to be doing the things that dad should be doing: making decisions for this house and trying to set things going fine at home. The only thing i'm short of doing now is to earn income for the family. Hmmmz. It'll not be long that i'll have to do that too, i supposed. If bro doesn't buck up and start finding a job. That bum just decides to pick and choose a part time job so much so that he can't even find a job now. So basically, he goes out and party late, and sleeps till noon the next day, wake up and start the cycle all over again. tsk tsk tsk.
Enough whining.
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his wishes
new clothes, new shoes, new bike, new friends, fantastic grades.
macbook, ipod nano, nokia n80, new wallet.
his horizons
malaysia, penang.
australia, brisbane/gold coast.
thailand, hatyai.
malaysia, genting.
malaysia, johor.
malaysia, melaka.
thailand, chiangmai.
australia, perth.
canada, edmonton/cold lake.
australia, rockhampton.
thailand, bangkok.
austria, vienna.
czech rep, olomouc.
austria, salzburg.
germany, munich.
switzerland, zurich.