miércoles, diciembre 21, 2005
[ 1051. Same Feeling ]
Ok, today was slightly......... better.
God, i'm feeling stressed. Somewhat i think my insecurities are being challenged. Somehow i'm just like super duper stressed just now, surrounded by so many power voices. I mean, actually i'm flattered to be able to sing with them. I've lost touch with voices for quite some time. And like i said, my voice's in a pretty bad shape now. And i really do mean really bad. Supposedly tenor, but i can barely hit an E comfortably without fearing that i'll crack. Oh my. And after interacting with those members these couple of days and realizing the kind of background they all come from.... well. Haha. i'm considering. Considering if i should back off. Hehs. But well, it's a challenge, i know. And i know why i'm inside. Because i just wanna sing. Better each time. It may not be a significant part of my life, but i know it definitely has added spice to this mundane life. If academia was the strokes that defined life, i guess this is one of the colours that adds volume to the whole picture...
Ehh. I'm getting too sentimental. I needa rest. |
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