gone.
will i be back?
i don't know.
maybe i've started elsewhere.
maybe never. again.
domingo, diciembre 11, 2005
[ 1039. Stumbled ]
I've stumbled across someone's blog.
"my love life's a mess. big mess. z likes me. im not avoiding him. no point. he's 23 and if he's not sensible i don't know what is. he's definitely a dear friend. but i will never consider him. sometimes i wonder why i will never consider him. 'cause he's lik really all-rounded. secure. has a career. sensible. mature. and sporty (i guess) but what i do know is that i haven't seen his flaws. besides he's kinda weird other than that i don't really see major flaws. to be honest he's quite scary. his past is perfect and stuff. its not that my boyfriend aint perfect. its just that i can't leave with such a person. i will always feel like i got to measure up. and another thing. call me a superficial bitch if you like. but i can't stand it when guys are tan, like very tan but not fit. z's tan. cuz of the navy i guess. but he's not fit. xuanan's tan. but he's not fit either. to me fitness really is important. cause i really love to try new sports but i need people to go and try with me. ya."
Superficial bitch.
Shannon left at 10:33 p. m..
the guy
xuan shannon male single 030985.
ntu cs year1 / vocalconsort tenor2 / hopesg nyc ntub1.
msn me.
his wishes
new clothes, new shoes, new bike, new friends, fantastic grades.
macbook, ipod nano, nokia n80, new wallet.
his horizons
malaysia, penang.
australia, brisbane/gold coast.
thailand, hatyai.
malaysia, genting.
malaysia, johor.
malaysia, melaka.
thailand, chiangmai.
australia, perth.
canada, edmonton/cold lake.
australia, rockhampton.
thailand, bangkok.
austria, vienna.
czech rep, olomouc.
austria, salzburg.
germany, munich.
switzerland, zurich.