gone.
will i be back?
i don't know.
maybe i've started elsewhere.
maybe never. again.
domingo, mayo 08, 2005
[ 879. Retort ]
I didn't intend to post so late just to retort. But reading some impeccably absurd and vexatious posts simply gave me no choice but to do so.
And to you, i only have one thing to say. You realize that people are always hurting you. You maintain that people are always disappointing you. You scream that people are taking you for granted. When that happens to one or two individuals around you, people can identify. People can bitch with you, people can laugh it off with you. But subsequently, you realize more and more people are letting you down. Upsetting you. You are displeased with them. Oh, so many have joined the disappointers club. Perhaps it's time to reflect upon yourself, instead of playing the blame game. Time to ask why are you running into so many problems with those you call friends. Ask why are you having so much disappointments with the people around you. Friends are supposed to influence their values upon others, not shove it down their throats and expect them to live upon your principles. It doesn't matter whether your logical deduction and reasonig skills are superb, or even if what you do is right in the eyes of authority. Friends are not self-appointed disciplinarians. Friends do not form the governing authority of one's life. Friends may not accept those differing values, but i'm sure they respect the difference in values. They encourage each other for the better, towards positive change, and not demand it simple because it flows with your own philosophy in life. And yes, discriminating against a certain group won't help too. It simply shows the child in you that is sitting down on the floor, fist punching against the floor and wailing aloud. At least you don't see us swearing at the large population of tertiary students just because of insensitive condescending stereotypical denunciations. After all, one's upbringing is not solely restricted to the education institution in which he emerged from.
Like hansel in his poison pen email, i'm gonna tell you that this message will hurt. It hurts because finally someone's saying something. Something ugly.
Pharisaic attitude won't get your anywhere in the game of friends, foes and relationships. Friends will just come and go like shifting shadows, disappearing once your impose your own overglaring light upon them.
And as for the newspaper article incident, you said it. It's a practice you do at home. The office is not your home.
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