gone.
will i be back?
i don't know.
maybe i've started elsewhere.
maybe never. again.
viernes, abril 22, 2005
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Life is not about myself. That's what i'm taught.
Life is all about myself. That's what i became.
Life is more than myself. That's what i learnt.
What i didn't mention was the apparent awkwardness eric, hansel, and i shared over dinner. No, i didn't feel the awkwardness. I didn't even feel upset now, as a matter of fact.
The opposite of love is not hate, but indifference, and so i learnt.
I'm indifferent. Taking his existence as that of any other dudes sitting on another table, as someone whom i could recognise, but doesn't matter to me anymore. I could still remember that night while i tried to talk to him after sparks ii, and realization hit me that things cannot go back to what it used to be.
Nostalgia won't get you anywhere. It's merely a slow poison to death.
Shannon left at 2:21 p. m..
the guy
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his wishes
new clothes, new shoes, new bike, new friends, fantastic grades.
macbook, ipod nano, nokia n80, new wallet.
his horizons
malaysia, penang.
australia, brisbane/gold coast.
thailand, hatyai.
malaysia, genting.
malaysia, johor.
malaysia, melaka.
thailand, chiangmai.
australia, perth.
canada, edmonton/cold lake.
australia, rockhampton.
thailand, bangkok.
austria, vienna.
czech rep, olomouc.
austria, salzburg.
germany, munich.
switzerland, zurich.