gone.
will i be back?
i don't know.
maybe i've started elsewhere.
maybe never. again.
martes, febrero 01, 2005
[ 783. Thoughts ]
Social Addict.
The key words for the day.
Those were the very words used by hansel on me today.
Just view it as a frivolous comment, shannon.
Somehow it's easier said than done. I wasn't expecting that email to come. Nonetheless, i read it, and i was clearly stunned. Shell shocked. As if i've just been holed by the gpmg. Grief came over me not long after. It's natural, perhaps, when one of the first few friends you've made in the unit had to resort to firing such a damaging blow.
You're not the only one with problems dude.
I could look at them in the face last night. I felt sorry, ashamed, angry, disgusted, upset, lost, turbulent, perturbed. I sat outside talking to ed till the wee hours before i retreat to my bunk, fully knowing that everyone was soundly resting.
Take a break, boy
I needed one, i took one. I'm clearing off, to clear my thoughts, to sort myself out. The issue started with me, and only i hold the key to finish it up.
Shannon left at 10:01 p. m..
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his wishes
new clothes, new shoes, new bike, new friends, fantastic grades.
macbook, ipod nano, nokia n80, new wallet.
his horizons
malaysia, penang.
australia, brisbane/gold coast.
thailand, hatyai.
malaysia, genting.
malaysia, johor.
malaysia, melaka.
thailand, chiangmai.
australia, perth.
canada, edmonton/cold lake.
australia, rockhampton.
thailand, bangkok.
austria, vienna.
czech rep, olomouc.
austria, salzburg.
germany, munich.
switzerland, zurich.