gone.
will i be back?
i don't know.
maybe i've started elsewhere.
maybe never. again.
viernes, enero 28, 2005
[ 767. Midnight Oil ]
I've been burning the midnight oil for the past three nights. Yeah, you heard me right, midnight. As some may know my div is holding an open house sometime in march. Being the organising unit, inevitably you'll have a leg or two in some stuff.
RSM was tasked to do the decor; BSO for the comms; S2 for security and so forth. I was roped in to help RSM out. Think that he overrated my artist ability. He actually asked me to conceptualise the decorations for some areas. Spent quite a number of hours over the last three days in his office thinking beyond those three-point flags. I casually mentioned balloons, which i thought perhaps may be too carnival-lish for them, but to my surprise he was actually enthused by that idea.
This job was actually tasked to ssg aw & eddy, but somhow i was roped in, like i said. Didn't mind helping though, since we were dealing with one of my favourite pastime and eddy was friend. Maybe some miscom ensued in the way, i didn't really get quite what eddy told me that rsm wanted, and apparently rsm told me different things from what i heard he told ssg aw who told eddy. Typical case of broken telephone. So heck, i just did what i heard from rsm with my own renditions of what i want to see.
Monday was my precious day off, but tuesday was when the mad rush started. Spent half the morning sorting out some papers to be sent for printing, and started on the comms matters pertaining to the open house. (fyi signals has always been associated with sound and pa systems.) Rushed off to meet chris to have a mini celebration with her, before running back to camp to continue working on the net diagrams and such till midnight. Wednesday was more eventful: went down to CAB with S2, before running to beach rd for lunch and purchasing some flashlights for the helmets. Then i pranced around camp to take some videos of some training, as well as zipping down to jurong island for another part of the training. Ending at nine plus, i headed back to camp by eleven and continued working on the both the decor concepts and comms stuff with eddy till one. Thursday was another out detail day, this time to the printing centre to obtain a form, before i spent the afternoon napping and sorting my mails. Running out for dinner with eddy, we continued working on the decor stuff (amendments this time) till around midnight again. Shan't talk about today; you can guess.
Whew. I'm tired, yet feeling quite full. Though eric's not talking to me, and i'm rather pissed at hansel for always bugging me for my 11b so that he can use my mail, somehow i'm just feeling ambivalent. Wonder if that should be the right way. Perhaps i'm just trying to numb my relational problems with work, but sometimes i'm just so feddup with dealing with friendship issues all the time.
Ever since hansel has successfully sent a suicide mail to all in unit via my account, i've been very wary of letting him use my account since then. Though he signed off that mail in question by his own name, the recoil i received affected me nonetheless, even if it's addressed to him. And just yesterday he rudely awakened me from my much needed afternoon nap merely added stones to this already strained relationship. Perhaps i'm still rather irate by his inability to seek help from elsewhere apart from his upperstudy (i.e. me) and his request of my leaving my 11B with him until he gets his repaired. Nonetheless, think i'm merely being an idiot to him. On the other hand, eric's still pretty peeved (as you can see by his comment 2 posts beneath) for my non-attendance last week. So much so that he refused to go to the mess with me the other day. I'm tired to bug him, but think my issue with him should return to normal after he finishes his cold war with bso.
Been working on some photos over the past week. Will be posting those long overdue photos too.
Cheers, i'm meeting zhichao and carl. =)
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