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gone.

will i be back?
i don't know.
maybe i've started elsewhere.
maybe never. again.

jueves, enero 20, 2005

[ 758. Spec Mess ]

I'm sitting in the mess right now, blogging and trying to get some quiet time for myself. Pretty monotonous recently, with the exceptions of more dreams. Was kinda forced to clear off yesterday afternoon, and hence i went home to sleep. Dreams. More dreams. Can't really remember the details this time round, but it's about some camp scenes. Countless number of people being charged with awol and many other reasons. Everywhere i walked around the unit, people are being handcuffed. That's as far as i remembered. Think it was more like a nightmare.

As i was on my way home midday yesterday, this feeling of melancholy just overwhelmed me. My ears and soul plugged to this worship CD that they gave me for my birthday last year, i just stumbled upon my past 3 months. Upon reflection i knew i appeared happier in recent days, ever since i stepped down as the copa. However, something within me just didn't compute. Was i truly happier? That i didn't know. Maybe. Most likely not. I don't know why. Or maybe, i'm still seeking God's guidance on this.

Something that i've been pondering a lot was about this application that i've made. Yes, it was a rush decision; but given the slated efficiency of the authority concerned, i have no choice but to apply for it now if i want to play my cards right. Moreover, since eddy's apply for it as well so we just submitted our applications together. No, i'm not divulging details to those that don't know, but just to reassure those that know: i have weighed the pros and cons and it would not be a baseless decision. At the end of the day i might not take up the offer as well. So dudes, don't worry about me. And ed... may the best man win. Muahahaha.

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