gone.
will i be back?
i don't know.
maybe i've started elsewhere.
maybe never. again.
domingo, diciembre 26, 2004
[ 747. Future ]
I need to plan for my tertiary studies.
Let's state the facts first:
results
Chem: A
Math: A
F Math: C
Phy: D
Chem S: Dist
GP: B3
CL: B4
2004 action lists:
a) I've got a place in NUS arts and social science.
b) I know i qualify for NUS science and NTU business (since i was offered them as well)
c) I've been rejected by MOE for their teaching award.
d) I've failed the interview required for NTU communications studies.
Let's analyse those facts:
a) I've been labelled one of those idiots who had nothing better to do than to fight for places in FASS with those average scorers.
b) I didn't choose them cuz i was sick of science and business.
c) They offered me to read chemistry and/or math, but i gave them the 'i don't mind but i'm not really interested' answer.
d) I think i wrote crap in the essay part when they asked about my views this guy from a neighbourhood school dating a girl from rgs (i think).
I think i can forget about going overseas to study. Mom has told me there's no way i could get anywhere further than beijing if i was to go on mommie's scholarship. She's still paying off the mortgage, the car loan, her own study loan and she intends to go pursue her PhD. Grrrr... Oh never mind. It's her money, i can't really do much. Even if i were to stay at home to study (i.e. to say stay in sg la!), i would be financially tight. trust me and all other ord personnel. Money has always been a big issue after you orded.
Plans for 2005:
a) reapply for NTU communications studies
b) apply for defence merit scholarship
c) apply for sph scholarship
d) sign on...? and then perhaps apply for ATA/LSA
yeah. you heard me right. i'm toying with the idea actually. Nah, if you think i'm so naive and believe that after signing on my life will still be as slack as my current status, you can jolly go crack your head against the statue of liberty. I know it'll be tough. As in, by then i should be mentally prepared. For the training, the life of uniforms and buggy COs and whatnots. So.. pray that a OR b OR c will come through. Then i won't have to opt for d. Much less stay in FASS in NUS and get cursed by every other failed applicant to the faculty.
Ideas, ideas?
Shannon left at 7:12 p. m..
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new clothes, new shoes, new bike, new friends, fantastic grades.
macbook, ipod nano, nokia n80, new wallet.
his horizons
malaysia, penang.
australia, brisbane/gold coast.
thailand, hatyai.
malaysia, genting.
malaysia, johor.
malaysia, melaka.
thailand, chiangmai.
australia, perth.
canada, edmonton/cold lake.
australia, rockhampton.
thailand, bangkok.
austria, vienna.
czech rep, olomouc.
austria, salzburg.
germany, munich.
switzerland, zurich.