gone.
will i be back?
i don't know.
maybe i've started elsewhere.
maybe never. again.
viernes, octubre 15, 2004
[ 694. Weekend ]
Ok, having been forced from fast from using the computer, somewhat it kills the urgh and the discipline to keep on blogging. Just like now. Though I have the laptop and an access to the net at the comfort of my room (alas for the broken down air con), but somehow i'm just speechless at what to blog here.
Well. Talk about some stuff that happens during the week.
Let me go on blabbering and bitching about how everyone thinks i'm really slacking in the office everyday. Somehow i'm just tired of defending myself, or rather, people are just thinking i'm making excuses. No doubt i'm the relatively least saddled with piles of work, bear in mind i draw the least allowance as well. Whenever i'm working, i sit in my office, away from the throngs of people that go in and out of ops room each day. And whenever i can, i'll take a breather by walking in to that cell, take a seat and look as if i have nothing to do.
BUT YOU GUYS ARE WRONG!!!
How many times you come into my office and i'm reading newspapers or my comics, even though they lie around on my table? How many times you see me staring into space in my office? Or do you guys see me working on one stuff or another? When you guys can't catch me in the office, does anyone bother to give a thought as in i could be running despatches all over the camp? No. No one. Disseminations cannot be signed if i just sit in office and wait for people to come to me and sign their stuff. Hello... i'm just a private lance corporal (as of tomorrow). Don't expect officers and warrant officers to come to you to sign stuff right? I even felt bad when 3SG Santa told me to stay put and she'll come up and collect the mess fund from me at my office. What shame i felt. (And how nice is she. =p)
Well, i can't deny that i'm slack nonetheless. True, i get less tasks than other ops room personnel, but then again, i'm the most greenhorn around too. So give me a break ok. Stop calling me slack when you guys don't see what i do for my boss, or when i pop in just to take a breather, or even if i pester you guys into going for breaks (everyday) and such. PLEASE.
Oh heck, why should i even care? Because i'm just so sensitive. S-E-N-S-I-T-I-V-E.
Ok, jon's coming over to my place for mahjong, i need to go take a toilet break first. Tata. =)
By the way, i'm promoted. Yeay.
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