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will i be back?
i don't know.
maybe i've started elsewhere.
maybe never. again.

jueves, agosto 26, 2004

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Been pretty disturbed by what garreth has been blogging recently. I'm not going to fill you in on what has happened thus far, all i can say is that i'm paying for it by bearing with all those guilt trips he has been sending me on recently.

How can you claim to know other's personality and character merely by observing him for a short period of time? By putting a judgement over him, the game is over. You have fixed a certain paradigm upon a person, in which anything that inidividual does out of the norm will be deemed as "pretentious, fake and misleading". It's unfair. Learn to give others a life, a chance. Most importantly, learn to give yourself a new start.

You want the truth? YOu want to know how i really feel? OK, here i'm telling you. I'm pissed, pretty angry with what you said, your pathetic defence for your actions, your illogical way of thinking, the naive ideal solution you had, and your farked-up attitude in this entire escapade. I never knew you were so childish, so whiny and after that, you turn around and start picking on the things i do, belittling me and empowering yourself as if i'm a REC vs you the LTC. Grow up, brother. Learn to move on. I know i was wrong, and i'm truly apologetic for it. I have my problems and struggles just like you do. But you don't see all that. All you see is the strong front that i've put on, the devil-may-care attitude that puts you off. If you are judging me based on what you see, i'm only sorry for the people that you judge.

You want the truth; the truth is now what i'm giving you.

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