gone.
will i be back?
i don't know.
maybe i've started elsewhere.
maybe never. again.
lunes, agosto 02, 2004
[ 630. Interview ]
I was dragging my heart to cpc today. Couldn't smile the whole day. In fact, since last night. Perhaps its my melancholy. Perhaps its because i made someone tear for me. I felt so bad. Argh. Also i finally said how i felt to another one who is quite close to me. But i wonder how that person feel. Really.
Woke up very late today. Ironically i slept quite soundly the whole night through. Perhaps its the weather. Woke up and couldn't talk, couldn't think straight. Just heavy heartedly went back camp to take my 11B before heading down to cpc.
It seems like cpt loy is willing to let me go. But he forced me to mention something that i didn't want to think about. My family. My issues. But if i really didn't want to go, i had to say it. Now i'm still brooding over it... haiz.
I'm down.
Shannon left at 9:53 p. m..
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his wishes
new clothes, new shoes, new bike, new friends, fantastic grades.
macbook, ipod nano, nokia n80, new wallet.
his horizons
malaysia, penang.
australia, brisbane/gold coast.
thailand, hatyai.
malaysia, genting.
malaysia, johor.
malaysia, melaka.
thailand, chiangmai.
australia, perth.
canada, edmonton/cold lake.
australia, rockhampton.
thailand, bangkok.
austria, vienna.
czech rep, olomouc.
austria, salzburg.
germany, munich.
switzerland, zurich.