gone.
will i be back?
i don't know.
maybe i've started elsewhere.
maybe never. again.
lunes, julio 26, 2004
[ 623. Breathe ]
Breathe Again
Dou Yu OST
Have you wondered how it feels when it’s all over
Wondered how it feels when you just have to start anew
Never knowing where you’re going
When you face a brand new day
It used to be that way
Now I just close my eyes and say
I just want to breathe again, learn to face the joy and pain
Discover how to laugh a little, cry a little, Live a little more
I just wanna face the day, forget about the woes of yesterday
Maybe if i hope a little, try a little more
I’ll breathe again
Starting out again is never easy
Disappointments come and go but life still moves on
With a bit of luck
It’s a brand new start
That might just work my way
No need to walk away
Don’t want to live on life replay
I just want to breathe again, learn to face the joy and pain
Discover how to laugh a little, cry a little, Live a little more
I just wanna face the day, forget about the woes of yesterday
Maybe if i hope a little, try a little more
I’ll breathe again
Things will work out fine
If you can find the courage to look past the night
To see the break of dawn
I just want to breathe again, learn to face the joy and pain
Discover how to laugh a little, cry a little, Live a little more
I just wanna face the day, forget about the woes of yesterday
Maybe if i hope a little, try a little more
I’ll breathe again
I’ll breathe again...
Have been listening to this song again and again since last night... think this song describes what i'm looking forward to. I need some release... something's crushing me inside. I'm back to feeling down and melancholic... the same old feeling of hopelessness, living day by day, hour by hour. Don't know what i'm living for, and what am i exactly here in this world for. The same feeling of losing my self-identity... confidence... i don't know. I really want to breathe again. I don't know how to do it. If i could, i could cry the whole day. I could cry the whole night. The feeling of being abandoned is just so strong. Not alone, yet so lonely. Perhaps its my personality. I'm quite antisocial whenever my mood's melancholic. Defensive verbal attack. That's what i do. I guess i hurt many around me that way. I'm just so sorry. It's my natural defence mechanism to keep myself going, i guess. Not right, i know, but i just need to survive....
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new clothes, new shoes, new bike, new friends, fantastic grades.
macbook, ipod nano, nokia n80, new wallet.
his horizons
malaysia, penang.
australia, brisbane/gold coast.
thailand, hatyai.
malaysia, genting.
malaysia, johor.
malaysia, melaka.
thailand, chiangmai.
australia, perth.
canada, edmonton/cold lake.
australia, rockhampton.
thailand, bangkok.
austria, vienna.
czech rep, olomouc.
austria, salzburg.
germany, munich.
switzerland, zurich.