domingo, julio 11, 2004
[ 598. Worth ]
Keeping myself busy is not a sin, i tell myself. Not to show anyone anything, but to keep myself occupied. Am i proud? I'm egoistic. My spatial awareness, taste for colours and shapes, vocality, and some other stuff are what i take pride in. Why can't they let me reign in these? Stick to what you're best at. Don't think i'm there to beat you at your own game. Have i proved my worth? Seriously i don't care.
All in all, when i keep myself busy, i only have this to say: it's to keep myself away from dwelling on my hurts and desperation.... |
Shannon left at 7:41 p. m..