gone.
will i be back?
i don't know.
maybe i've started elsewhere.
maybe never. again.
domingo, junio 27, 2004
[ 582. Rehearsal ]
Spent the whole day at stadium. Sleeping. Rotting. Utter waste of time i guess.
Think i've been neglecting myself for quite some time. Wait a minute. I don't mean neglect in the sense of lack of pampering or so on. It's just those time where i think of nothing else, of no one else, nor relationships, but simply about myself. About my life thus far. About my road ahead. About me and God. About me. Every last thought i had over the past weeks was about friends. About politics. About people. But yet not about myself. About how to maintain relationships with others. About how to be a friend to others. But yetn ot bout how to take care and be true to myself. There are many decisions that i want to make, but i find what's stopping me is that people willbe disappointed. Don'tbe mistaken, i'm not a people-pleaser. I'm just don't want to offend people. Best if our paths don't cross, but if i'm caught in a fix, i'll be like... "sharks."
Borrowed quite a lot of vcds recently. 6 in 2 weeks, to be precise. Think i'll stay home and watch one tomorrow before going for lunch with chris and then for tuition. Thank God for day offs. I'm dying. Completely burnt. Ouch.
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his wishes
new clothes, new shoes, new bike, new friends, fantastic grades.
macbook, ipod nano, nokia n80, new wallet.
his horizons
malaysia, penang.
australia, brisbane/gold coast.
thailand, hatyai.
malaysia, genting.
malaysia, johor.
malaysia, melaka.
thailand, chiangmai.
australia, perth.
canada, edmonton/cold lake.
australia, rockhampton.
thailand, bangkok.
austria, vienna.
czech rep, olomouc.
austria, salzburg.
germany, munich.
switzerland, zurich.