gone.
will i be back?
i don't know.
maybe i've started elsewhere.
maybe never. again.
sábado, junio 19, 2004
[ 575. Stay out ]
Yet another stay out day. Yeay. So far i only stayed in camp for a day. Haha. Thank God. Ever since the long weekend last week, monday tuesday wednesday i'm involved in the exercise. Thursday was off, so i only booked in on thursday night. Today was stay out, because tomorrow was parade marking.
One thing that's bothering me was the posting. Whether if i'll (or rather, me and eric) stay in signal platoon, or go over to the battery side. Now suddenly i just want to go over to bravo. After just a day in hq platoon i feel so sick of it. The politics, the pushing of responsibilities between the trainees, the discussion of the possibilities of who's staying and who's not. The initial idea before we went for course was this: the best trainee in the course platoon usually gets to stay. That was one motivation for all of us to work hard. Halfway through the course, we heard that all but one will be posted to the batteries. And i was like, so we worked so hard for what? And so what if i got second overall? I mean, not that it was solely to guarantee a place in hq sig plt, but it was to prove to myself that i could do well too. But i've been getting mixed signals from a lot of sources with regards to whether we stay or go. But after coming back for a day, and aafter talking to people like staff ow, sgt felix, and so on, maybe it's not a bad idea after all to go to the batteries. I want to be kept busy. And I want to go bravo. At least i know i'll learn a lot from sgt felix. Just today when he brought me around, he bothered to explain to me what's what. I really admire him for that. Nonetheless, my fate will be decided by God on tuesday... God bless me.
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