my.escape

miércoles, junio 02, 2004

[ 564. Blog Surfing ]

Don't ask me why i'm up and about so early in the morning. Ok, that in relative terms as compared to the girls my age out there who rot out there till they get till school. The guys should be cursing their bio clock by now. Well, so i did my usual surfing. And i just love quoting these blogs.

Shake:
"I hope my irritating way of writing and then ending each sentence wif many dots instead of only A fullstop dot dot dot dot is ok wif everyone dot dot dot if it's too irritatin and is going against every punctuation rule in the Book Of The English Language dot dot dot pls let me noe dot dot dot thanks dot dot dot"

But... but... but... it's just so natural right? The desire of wanting to write (or rather, type) the way we actually speak it, with all those pauses and dragging of vowels and whatnots.

Marvin:
"Heard some shocking news on Friday. You know the pilot who crashed in Arizona? The pilot is Kwang Yi's brother. Even though I don't know Kwang Yi very well, I know what it feels like to lose a loved one so suddenly. You'll be in my prayers. Take care yea?"

I suspected it. When i saw the name, i thot it was strangely similar to my friend's. Ouch. Kwangyi was my seconday school tuition mate, and did meet his parents a couple of times, though never saw his brother before. Ouch. You'll be in my prayers.

Liza:
"I swear i feel like an idiot sometimes. Our instructor asked me & shake yesterday if we were going to the gala premiere of the Prisoner of Azkaban at Cineleisure that evening.
And i asked back, "Which Cineleisure?"
There was no mistaking the moment of awkward silence then. Shake gave me that look (a look she always gives me whenever i say smthing stupid in public) which is a cross between wanting to shoot me in the head with a Bazooka, and reminding herself to remain calm coz this is liza we're talking abt.
"Liza there's onli one Cineleisure," she finally managed to say.

I don't blame you. I really don't blame you. This is good fodder for reader's digest. Hahahaha. =p

One other trend i realize when i was blog surfing... people seems be thinking alot about bgr during this lull period. I mean, this long half-year between studies and studies when you try to fill up with everything from snoring at home to hawking pirated cds. And if you know me, i shall give my two cents worth. What's up with love? And what do you really call love? Let me remind you, there's a whole world of difference between love, like, crush, and infatuation. There's also lust that i don't know how to fit in in tis hierarchy.

Infatuation occurs mostly when you first come to know someone. Someone who looks good (usually), is nice to you and seems to often smile in your direction. That's when your heart starts beating faster, and you start to entertain the possibility of being knowing that person better. This phase has often been portrayed to be love in movies, and i'm asking you to WAKE UP. Hello, this is the reality.

Crush, is a step further. You know who that person is (maybe not personally), what is his/her general likes and dislikes and start to observe him/her more because you find him/her desirable. Someone you like to know more. At least for a good friend. And i don't mean someone that you would just like to take to bed and then say goodbye. This is something more meaningful.

Like is when you already know someone, someone that you have good experiences with. Maybe thru hanging out. Thru working together. You're generally impressed with that person, and think of that person with major good traits and minor flaws. Someone that you're very comfortable with in hanging out, in sharing, in whatsoever. Someone that you like and you'll happily tell your close pals and dreamily describe your experiences with them and then you girls go giggling over it.

Love is when you experience all of the above, and start to see the balanced side of a person. Even experience some bad vibes with that person. But something somehow just continue to stick your mind on him/her. Its just this sensation that tells you that he/she actually means something in your heart. That even that he/she is just another human who is flawed, he/she is still special to you. So much so that you often place he/she above yourself. His/her happiness matters more than yours. That even if it means going miles (literally), taking care of that person, or even letting him/her go makes him/her more happy than status quo, you'll do it.

And lastly... lust. Simply means someone who looks delicious to you and your mission is just to take him/her to bed. Get a life. -_-"

So people... this is my twenty cent's worth of love theory. Just to add to the ongoing ones. Bleah.

Shannon left at 8:09 a. m..

gone.

will i be back?
i don't know.
maybe i've started elsewhere.
maybe never. again.

miércoles, junio 02, 2004

[ 564. Blog Surfing ]

the guy

his wishes

his horizons

people.

tags

gone. will i be back? i don't know. maybe i've started elsewhere. maybe never. again.

miércoles, junio 02, 2004

[ 564. Blog Surfing ]

the guy

his wishes

his horizons

people.

tags

gone.

will i be back?
i don't know.
maybe i've started elsewhere.
maybe never. again.