sábado, mayo 22, 2004
[ 558. School ]
Ok... going back to srjc later. Today's college day. Have to go collect a prize. Before you think too much, i oly got 2As for my A level subjects. The third distinction came from my S paper. Nonetheless, guess it's a good time to meet people. =)
quote this from marv...
"Been feeling rather moody the past few days. Well, maybe its because I saw my name on the bottom 10 list of my platoon mate's peer appraisal. The weirdest thing is, I don't even talk to him. Been feeling really affected by this. I am someone who is really sensitive to people's comments about me. That's been one of my many character flaws. Maybe its because I don't have a high level of self-confidence. I've been put down by setback after setback after setback. I'm always living in the shadow of other's achievements. When will I be able to step out of the darkness and let myself truly shine? Perhaps never..."
guess this is how i always feel too... that people has a problem with me... but i've long learnt that i don't have to please everyone... but it's just a me thing that i don't want people to hate me...
Oh gawd i just have so much to say. MOE has finally REJECTED my application for a scholarship but considered me for the teaching award instead. In the interview letter i noticed this...
"As part of the Teaching Award, you are being considered for the following subjects that must be read during your local undergraduate studies:
a) Curriculum Subject 1: Chemistry (To read as a major)
b) Curriculum Subject 2: Mathematics (To read minimum of 4 modules)"
I mean. OUCH. How dare they CHOOSE what i want to teach? I mean, i don't necessarily need them to earn a living. Anyway, i've already accepted NUS offer into getting into Arts and Social Science. How the hell am i going to change that? Ah heck.
Meeting merv for dinner tonight... haven't seen him for a long time... lalalal...
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