gone.
will i be back?
i don't know.
maybe i've started elsewhere.
maybe never. again.
lunes, abril 26, 2004
[ 545. Granny ii ]

Just got back from the hospital with granny. She went there for the pre op tests. I think she has got cataracts, and she had to remove them you see. So it's like, was talking to her and realized how old she is actually. 85. Eighty five long years. All she told me today was how old is she, and how little time she had left. She don't even see if she could last through this year. You know how much it hurts. It reminded me of a friend who mentioned this: "You know you're growing up when you start attending lots of funerals." I don't want to. I really don't want to. It seems like yesterday when i was barely ten and she brought me down to the China Bank near Collyer Quay. Those days of eating dao suan at that old riverside hawker center. Those times of yearning to take the bumboat rides, but found them too expensive. I remembered that when i grew up, i'll take her one day. Now when she's old and her eyesight failing, i still can't bring her. Not that i'm financially unable, but she's physically unable. I want her to enjoy the sights that we missed ten years ago. I really hope that she can recover from her op, and i'll bring her there. And she'll be able to go back to china for the last time. And hopefully, to attend my wedding. I really pray so.
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new clothes, new shoes, new bike, new friends, fantastic grades.
macbook, ipod nano, nokia n80, new wallet.
his horizons
malaysia, penang.
australia, brisbane/gold coast.
thailand, hatyai.
malaysia, genting.
malaysia, johor.
malaysia, melaka.
thailand, chiangmai.
australia, perth.
canada, edmonton/cold lake.
australia, rockhampton.
thailand, bangkok.
austria, vienna.
czech rep, olomouc.
austria, salzburg.
germany, munich.
switzerland, zurich.