viernes, abril 02, 2004
[ 523. Moods ]
It's been a long time since i had such a splendid array of moods within a day. This afternoon someone called me and we talked. The finally, that someone asked me out for late night movie or such, but i'm tired and i suggested supper. Someone was fine with it and i was really elated. It's been a long time with i went out with someone just to have a good get-together. Then after my tuition and excited went home to rest, i called someone to arrange the meeting place.
me: eh, where you now?
someone: oh... i with my friend in toa payoh now.
me: so later i meet you at ang mo kio ok?
someone: huh? later?
me: oh... i thought we meeting for supper?
someone: oh... ok... but i'm quite tired...
me: so you don't want to meet?
someone: ya.
me: oh, never mind then.
someone: maybe tomorrow lunch or something...?
me: i'm not free.
someone: oh ok...
me: never mind la... bye bye.
someone: bye.
my mood took a swing 180 degrees during that conversation. I wonder is it just me... just this week alone i have my shepherding arrangement changed thrice, all last minute. I feel bad. Bad about myself. Bad about the curt response i gave to my supposedly good friend. Bad about not making time for caregroup tomorrow. Bad about my posting. Bad. Bad. Bad. |
Shannon left at 8:33 p. m..