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gone.

will i be back?
i don't know.
maybe i've started elsewhere.
maybe never. again.

sábado, enero 24, 2004

[ 473. Sad Stories ]

I'm now at mervin's house, waiting for the table before we can start playing mahjong. Just finished a steamboat lunch, hence decided to surf a few blogs while waiting for that lovey dovey couple to finish their lunch and sweet nothings. It's interesting to note that many bloggers love to use blog as an outlet for sad stories. It's pretty well known that people generally can't tolerate others dumping their sad stories on them, hence i guess blogs are the next best alternative. Well, in case of a public blog... isn't it a case of dumping our sorrows on others as well? Except that you don't know who's reading it. That makes you feel better, in a sense.

"haiz... think i screw up as PA, giving him more troubles... boss if u happen to see this. i'm sorry for these unhappy stuff, didnt expect this to happen, but i cant please everyone.. wif such a screwed up person like me, if any1 ard me is happy wif me today, i wld be contented. Sorry today i tried but failed..."

"sigh.. damn bad.. or rather.. low mood.. scream n shout until no voice liao.. cry until no tears liao.. wad do u tink.. my heart reali hurts now.. v v pain.. v v heavy.. feel like juz.. stabbing it.. n killing it.. *sobz* y m i blamed for everyting.. i noe some tings im at fault.. n when he's at fault.. i nv blamed him for anyting.. y m i always blamed.. so nxt time can juz say he's selfish.. so he blames me.. n i haf to accept it? har? har?!"

just two excerpts of blogs that i've flipped through. I'm guilty of such language in my 400 odd posts so far, but the thought i wanna leave is that, if we dump our sorrows on a supposedly private diary and others come across it, isn't the effect on them all the same? So aren't we just gratifying ourselves?

Shannon left at 3:59 p. m..

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