gone.
will i be back?
i don't know.
maybe i've started elsewhere.
maybe never. again.
jueves, enero 22, 2004
[ 469. A Father's Love ]
Happy cheena new year one and all! Finally have some time to pen some brief entry on some stuff that happened over the first day of festivities. Last year, on the eve i was out with my church friends for yet again a reunion lunch. As such, i went home late at about 1830hrs, and to my horror, disappointment and godknowswhat, my family not only started the reunion dinner without me, they ended without me as well. My mood for the entire day was shattered at that moment. I quietly ate my dinner, even abalone tasted like crap to me. When it rains in my heart, it poured. So this year i made it a point to go home at 4pm just to play safe, and i was correct. Visited chinatown simply just to get out of house. What a loser i've become.
Visitation was routine this year. Woodlands, corporation road, bukit panjang. 4pm reached home. Not much explanation needed. Everyone else in the family had programme after that, so i decided to make some myself to. Went out for a movie and dinner with a friend, as well as tons of chat. Now waiting at home, waiting for john to come.
I love to let my mind wonder far and off. Perhaps that's why i have dreams many a night, and they are usually adventurous by nature. Know this is a bit off, but in my dad's car i was reminded of a story i once heard.
A couple had a pair of fraternal twins, a boy and a girl. Every time they went out for dinner, they would after that go for ice-cream at their favourite ice-cream store. It was an enjoyable and the only thing the family looked forward to for that night. One day, the boy misbehaved at dinner. Instead of apologising for his misdemeanour, he threw a temper and sulked. So as a punishment, mom and dad decided that while the rest had their ice-cream, boy would not have his ice-cream. So as usual, after dinner the family strolled to the ice-cream store. As dad, mom and girl chose their ice-cream flavours, boy peered with yearn into the big freezer with all the ice-cream in it. At that sight, dad almost gave way. But he decided otherwise. The atmosphere was down, though the three had their ice-cream, and boy as promised was deprived of his as a form of punishment. That night was the night when the ice-cream tasted the worst.
It's the same way as how much God loves us... much as He wants to give us the best, sometimes He has no choice but to do what He has to do because He wants us to learn the right way...
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his wishes
new clothes, new shoes, new bike, new friends, fantastic grades.
macbook, ipod nano, nokia n80, new wallet.
his horizons
malaysia, penang.
australia, brisbane/gold coast.
thailand, hatyai.
malaysia, genting.
malaysia, johor.
malaysia, melaka.
thailand, chiangmai.
australia, perth.
canada, edmonton/cold lake.
australia, rockhampton.
thailand, bangkok.
austria, vienna.
czech rep, olomouc.
austria, salzburg.
germany, munich.
switzerland, zurich.