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gone.

will i be back?
i don't know.
maybe i've started elsewhere.
maybe never. again.

sábado, noviembre 01, 2003

[ 406. Project Work ]

The year ones are all madly rushing for the oral presentation now. Well, bring back memories of the same period which i singlehandedly came out with the slides for the presentation. Was playing with agnes' laptop camera and then i took some candid shots of the members to add to the slides, and it turned out pretty. Well, did i mentioned it? That our report came out best in the college, but alas, we didn't turn out the best group because i was dominating the work load. Lolx. Seems like all the year ones are pretty stressed up by the project work. it's 10% for them. Since they already didn't do well for their core subjects... well, they have to compensate it elsewhere.

Was reading one of the year one's blog, found this... was on the way to school when i saw a suicide case. The jump had not taken a long time as the police were still covering up the body and cordoning the area. suddenly, many thoughts came to my head. Why does everyone gets the same birth but dies differently? Why do some die soundly in their sleep while others may go thru a painful death battling a disease but still dying in the end. why? Is it pre-destined when we are gonna die? If it is, would god tell me when i'm going? because i have done a lot of things, haven't said a lot of things.

Guess i will feel the same way as well. And here i will say some stuff as well. I guess i've been a tough person to get along with. (Trust me.) But kudos to those who tolerated me and even lend a hand to push me on this couple of years. Many a times i wanted to give up on life. But people all came into my life to add colours and shades to make tomorrow worth living for...

To brothers and sisters in pt who gave me back the vision each time i lose it, for showering love and concern each time i sulk and become moody and feel lonely.

To mx, chris, sheral: thanks for always being there for me to listen to my woes and bitching and complains and watever. If every problem i shared was 10 cents that i'm giving you, i guess you guys may be millionaires by now. Sorry for screaming at you ~~guys~~ each time you ask me math/chem/physics. I didn't mean it. I had an ego problem remember?

To choir who sang with me for the past 2 years. Yes, we crossed each other many times (mostly the wrong way.) Especially during the christmas choir when i appeared to have this heck-care attitude towards choir. And also the many times i made my blunders but you guys still followed nonetheless.

To chuhui: ok. finally. guess i have to start it. I'm sorry.

To 1s2'02 & 2s1'03: yes... i don't have to spell out how much troubles we put each other through this two years... but i'm glad it ended on a right note. Just wanna tell you guys that i love all of you. Yeah.

So yes... to everyone out there whom i call a friend... just to tell you guys that i treasure all of you... =)

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