my.escape

gone.

will i be back?
i don't know.
maybe i've started elsewhere.
maybe never. again.

miércoles, octubre 29, 2003

[ 400. Speechless ]

Life has come to a complete standstill. Realized that i'm living day to day. Gotta get out of it. Life is more than chemistry, ~~physics~~ and maths. Life is more than waiting every night online for a friend to chat. Life is more than meeting up people to share life as well. Life is more than going to service, cell, prayer meetings and bible studies each week. Life is more than just talking about Christ and even communicating Christ per se. So... life is...? Do we just get caught in this roundabout of leaving the cradle to prepare for the grave? Or am i living for tomorrow simply to add to the memories of yesterday? Or even getting into the rut of just 'experiencing' God by devoting time to church ministries? Questions i ask myself every now and then... every time i have time to just sit and think... sit and reflect... The meaning of life is in the Life itself i guess... and it's up to each individual to seek out this Source. And even if you found it... are you grasping it? Am i embracing it...? Or do i hold on to it just because others are doing so as well? You're running your own race... why be a second rated version of others when you can be the best of yourself?

Well am i thinking about all these today? Pretty traumatised by something that happened yesterday... i really don't know why is the world so viscious... i really don't know... though i don't show it... it's still haunting me... and today spent the whole day with bowen from morning till now... so i'm having a mix of emotions... you name it... i have it...

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