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martes, octubre 28, 2003

[ 399. Granny ]

Went to visit my granny today... it's been a long time since i last saw her at all... guess it was the time when she came over to my house for a night stay? About half a year ago... and i knew it was long when i went and she couldn't recognise me at all... haizz... think she was really happy to see me... cuz i can really see that boredom in her eyes... and as i talked to her.. .and ask her about what she does daily... she was like telling me that she's just living day to day... waiting to die... i mean, how can i not be upset... i asked her why she didn't want to go down and take a walk and mingle around... she said that she couldn't walk anymore... well... i really missed those times which she brought me to singapore river when i was really really young... but now things are different... she's getting older... i'm going into my adulthood... i could really sense that loneliness in her... she kept asking me to stay for the night... but i couldn't cuz i had nothing with me... but i stayed for quite some time... though i was just sitting there watching tv... but i knew it was more than enough... because there was someone there to accompany her... even as my uncle came home... i knew she don't feel the same... haizz... i really don't know what to say..........

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