my.escape

gone.

will i be back?
i don't know.
maybe i've started elsewhere.
maybe never. again.

viernes, octubre 10, 2003

[ 370. Graduation ]

Just got home from graduation day... haiz. Needed some quietness and serenity alone before we meet for class lunch at 2pm later on... realized that time really flies. I dunno... just felt like crying... 2 years, gone like that. Glad for many things that happened, many friends made, many conflicts resolved... but, it's all over. It has become part of my memories. Guess it's time for us to diverge... to move on in our own paths. Was thinking about what to write in the cards to my classmates last night as i was going to bugis...

everyone has his or own path to walk...
sometimes we walk alone on a small little trail...
sometimes we come to a marketplace where everyone meets...
sometimes we walk against the human flow...
but all in all, the path set for us are all unique...
we sometimes try hard to walk the path people want us to go...
or we ourselves just try to choose the path others are taking so as to stay with them...
well, only after toil and pain then will we realize that it's not the path for us...
people will walk in and out of your life...
no one can stay by you forever...
even couples has to be separated by death some day...
so treasure every moment of this life...
for every moment is unique, and unique to you only...
many people will meet each other only once in their lives...
it's rare that two person will cross each other's path twice...
hence it's truly divine that a friendship birth between people...

Well, thank God today didn't turn out to be a weepy session... in contrast, fo the first time 2s01 became so united... so funloving... taking photos, making tons of noise, going all over the place to take our last pictures... thank God for the time that i can come home for some still moments... to think, reflect, love and get in touch with my soul. Going out with them again later... think it'll just another rah-rah session... i'd enjoy that... i love these guys~ and guess it's the first and last time the whole class actually goes out together...

Many things going through my mind recently... i don't wanna share them, yet i'm yearning for people to show some concern... not everyone, but people who matters to me. Well... but do i matter to these people? I don't know... really... and i'm dying to know...

Graduation (Friends forever) - Vitamin C

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real cool
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can we ever find a job that won't interfere with a tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

La, la, la, la…
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la…
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

Shannon left at 12:50 p. m..

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gone. will i be back? i don't know. maybe i've started elsewhere. maybe never. again.