gone.
will i be back?
i don't know.
maybe i've started elsewhere.
maybe never. again.
miƩrcoles, octubre 08, 2003
[ 364. Love ]
I think i'm getting from bad to worse. I didn't evn make it to school today. Wonder if it will incur mlow's wrath. But, well, hopefully i'll still get my testimonial. Haa. Someone even commented that am i really naughty or acting naughty. Well...
I found this message lying on a public forum addressed to one of my friends who's birthday was yesterday:
to my one and only special dear:
i love u
though its not going to be easy, with ns and stuff, i haf faith. faith that our everlasting love 4 each other will bind us together strongly. through ups and downs shall we grow stronger, shall we be more loving, shall we always remain with each other. to my one and only dear, i noe we can make it. to my one and only dear, i noe we will make it.
i love u
Happy Birthday dear. all the best in the coming year. ur dear is here with u, always. hope u like my presents.
I really wonder. Wondering hard too. But wait, before you say i'm being evil and cynical, i hereby put a disclaimer that as a friend to both parties, i sincerely wish them all the best. And no, there are no evil intentions on my part to break them up. I promise. (You know, sometimes you just have to be careful because you can always be quoted out of context. That's what slandering lawsuits are made up of.) haa... Well, but i guess deep inside both knows that such relationships takes alot to last, especially through the stormy days of ns. Actually it depends. Depends on which unit you get into, but doesn't really matter. There's always a gap when one's schooling, while the other is in ns. Always. The guy (in general) can promise the mountains and oceans and whatnots to the other half, but when everything fizzles he'll ask her to get them herself. But when it comes to the affairs of the heart... no matter how much philosophy and principles you have, you'll just throw them all aside when what you think is the right one comes along. I'm saying this, not saying that i definitely won't fall, but i'll consider really really really hard. Well, that's besides the point. It's so far (i think) about... 2 months for the two of them... Let's see how things goes... all the best, friends~
Going out to study with derrick, joel and jonathan later... it's been a long time since i last studied with joel... haa, though good friends, but this time i think it's the first time i'm studying with him. And i still have to go back sr to check my cca records later on... darn.
Shannon left at 8:48 a. m..
the guy
xuan shannon male single 030985.
ntu cs year1 / vocalconsort tenor2 / hopesg nyc ntub1.
msn me.
his wishes
new clothes, new shoes, new bike, new friends, fantastic grades.
macbook, ipod nano, nokia n80, new wallet.
his horizons
malaysia, penang.
australia, brisbane/gold coast.
thailand, hatyai.
malaysia, genting.
malaysia, johor.
malaysia, melaka.
thailand, chiangmai.
australia, perth.
canada, edmonton/cold lake.
australia, rockhampton.
thailand, bangkok.
austria, vienna.
czech rep, olomouc.
austria, salzburg.
germany, munich.
switzerland, zurich.