gone.
will i be back?
i don't know.
maybe i've started elsewhere.
maybe never. again.
jueves, setiembre 25, 2003
[ 339. Visits ]
Went on a visitation spree today. First down to tjc to meet my mei for lunch, and i gotta say... your canteen food is ex. Yeah, but pretty edible though. Saw a few familiar faces though, a couple of victorians over there. Funny is it that we always like to give each other the 'i know you' look and then simply take each other as strangers. urgh. Nonetheless, think i saw a primary school friend. Just wasn't sure if it's him.
Next on plan was sajc. Badly wanted to crash sa today, but decided to sleep in instead... haah. So ended up paying xiaohei a lunch visit. Well... junting was there, so ended up doing his chem mcq instead. And the paper was murderous. Then i took his paper to do while waiting for him to end school, and the paper was again, murderous. Argh. Went home together, talked, eat, make ac-sa jokes, and whatnots.
I said i was pissed at someone. Then he (as usual) retorted, "Since when you're not pissed at (the person)?" Then i was like... hmm... thought about it on my way home. I realized that i'm seldom in a fiery mood. In fact, almost never. If i was in a mood other than (anything along the line of) craziness, that has to be meloncholy. If people did me wrong, i'd be more upset than pissed. Pissed... perhaps, but it never fails to turn to self-pity party. Yeah man. I'll be like wondering... "What did i do to deserve this... why that guy is doing this to me... i thought i was a friend... *blah* *blah* *blah*..." That's me for you. =) Well, i learnt (the hard way) that people cannot always be nice to you. Not saying that friends are there to torture you, but everyone has their moods and need to be alone at times... yeah. Things happen to test relationships all the time... and the best way to keep a friend is to let go. He's a friend, not a possession. We always say that of steads... but never of friends... but i guess it applies to friends as well. Yeah man. Back to me, yes... you seldom catch me angry (i think). But being melancholic... it's a different story. I seems to enjoy it sometimes. "...!!!..." Haa... cya~
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his wishes
new clothes, new shoes, new bike, new friends, fantastic grades.
macbook, ipod nano, nokia n80, new wallet.
his horizons
malaysia, penang.
australia, brisbane/gold coast.
thailand, hatyai.
malaysia, genting.
malaysia, johor.
malaysia, melaka.
thailand, chiangmai.
australia, perth.
canada, edmonton/cold lake.
australia, rockhampton.
thailand, bangkok.
austria, vienna.
czech rep, olomouc.
austria, salzburg.
germany, munich.
switzerland, zurich.