gone.
will i be back?
i don't know.
maybe i've started elsewhere.
maybe never. again.
jueves, setiembre 18, 2003
[ 321: Prelims Day 4: Burnt ]
Went to airport to study with her today. Reached there about 2, and planned to do my entire math c statistics... before 5, i've completed my entire revision. That's kinda too fast you'd say right...? Guess i'm pretty quick at catching things... further more, i don't (think i) have a problem with statistics, just wanna do a bit of refreshing only... There's also physics tomorrow, but i'm just not gonna do anything about it.
Guess i'm pretty burnt out by now. It's only the fourth day. Well, it's like... i could feel it just now. I was just flipping through my notes, then attempting other prelims questions. I didn't even bother writing down proper solutions... just scribbling, scribbling, scribbling on the question paper itself... and whenever i stop studying, i'll feel very guilty, cuz it's like i know i can't afford to be complacent. And yet when i start studying... i just feel so freaked out and fearful.
Then something happened just now... i guess i did something which i wasn't aware of... she didn't looked too happy... but she said it was her, but not my fault... but i just feel down. Wanted to call me, i said i'm gonna sleep... haix.
I'm feeling confused... after talking to R and C over the past few days... i know it's wrong to think about such things at this point in time (exams...), but i can't help it... argh...
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