gone.
will i be back?
i don't know.
maybe i've started elsewhere.
maybe never. again.
domingo, setiembre 07, 2003
[ 288. Sub District Meeting ]
Darn. Blogger is down after being so fail-safe for so long. Perhaps it's trying to teach us a lesson on not taking Blogger for granted. Ok ok, we get the hint. We'll try to raise some funds for upgrading ok? =)
Was lying on my bed last night, and wanting to get to sleep. Just one of those times which i allowed my mind to wonder off again. Several things flashed through my mind... in particular alan's teaching and orientation 2003. Alan's teaching... was another one of his hard teachings. Daniel 3:17-18... will i ever have the conviction to say that? The answer now stands as i don't know. Nothing has brought me to that point as yet to make that decision... Many things has really pushed me to consider giving this race up. My struggles, my faith, and what i can do... sometimes i'm really at a lost. I really feel that perhaps things may be better for others without me. I ask God why He chose to use me, and sometimes i myself is not convinced that its really Him who chooses. As i type all these, I know deep down in my heart that i will not give up. However... I'm still searching for the reason for holding on... God, show me the reason for my faith. Please. The orientation... i remembered one of my peer ldrs jh... recalled how we met online before the orientation... and not knowing each other's identity until some time after the orientation. Share a unique friendship and feeling with him... haha, that's why i chose him as one of the peer ldrs mah... (tsk tsk, i'm just so biased.) Nonetheless, then i messaged him... and it's really a miracle that he still remembers me. Yeah.
And yes, it's official. weilong's group is moving out of PTN1. So that leaves me solely under jason's eye. Wonder what's on for me in the coming months.
Ok... i'm off to do my stuff. God... make known to me what You have for me...
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his wishes
new clothes, new shoes, new bike, new friends, fantastic grades.
macbook, ipod nano, nokia n80, new wallet.
his horizons
malaysia, penang.
australia, brisbane/gold coast.
thailand, hatyai.
malaysia, genting.
malaysia, johor.
malaysia, melaka.
thailand, chiangmai.
australia, perth.
canada, edmonton/cold lake.
australia, rockhampton.
thailand, bangkok.
austria, vienna.
czech rep, olomouc.
austria, salzburg.
germany, munich.
switzerland, zurich.