gone.
will i be back?
i don't know.
maybe i've started elsewhere.
maybe never. again.
domingo, agosto 24, 2003
[ 258. Bad Day ]
Today was really a bad day. Something in me just snapped.
Well, to summarise all the sources of ignition:
1) Bad confirmation of service attendance.
2) Sudden changes of plans to become a prayer meeting.
3) No time to study.
4) Lack of sleep.
5) Recurring illness.
Well... just venting my frustration on someone when jieyun suddenly passed me the phone and said the activation code, "Jason wants to talk to you." Well, well... the rest is history. He asked me if i disagreed with him on certain things... then i blew. I spent the next twenty minutes kp-ing everything about him and ministry... and yeah, i got the reply that i expected. You imagine the rest.
But... i really felt very down and bad after service... at a complete loss of what to do... how to react... and just felt like crying. I know i'm such a crybaby, but this time round it's really legitimate to cry. I was like, God, why did i do that? it's just telling him how bad spirited i am only. It's not going to help anything... and yes, i did felt so damn miserable. That i was just lost in my own world as i lked to baker's inn with joseph, weilong, derek, justin and suraj.
And yes, joseph... i wanna affirm you here. Really thank God for such a wonderful brother like you... i've seen how much you've grown recently, even though you used to be nonchalent about ministry in the past... i see the fire reviving in you... and let's continue to help each other to grow ok...? Thank God for sending such a dear brother into my life... thanks...
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new clothes, new shoes, new bike, new friends, fantastic grades.
macbook, ipod nano, nokia n80, new wallet.
his horizons
malaysia, penang.
australia, brisbane/gold coast.
thailand, hatyai.
malaysia, genting.
malaysia, johor.
malaysia, melaka.
thailand, chiangmai.
australia, perth.
canada, edmonton/cold lake.
australia, rockhampton.
thailand, bangkok.
austria, vienna.
czech rep, olomouc.
austria, salzburg.
germany, munich.
switzerland, zurich.