gone.
will i be back?
i don't know.
maybe i've started elsewhere.
maybe never. again.
lunes, julio 28, 2003
[ 207. Service ]
Yesterday was really a bad day for me...
Really felt that everything was against me.
People don't turn up for service... people's heart has took a dive...
People not responding to God, even i felt that God has chosen the wrong person...
A wrong person to do this job.
And i thought there was a stream of hope, when freedy said he had a friend coming.
Well, this was dashed... when that friend overslept and we waited in vain.
During service... i teared. Tears just flowed from my eyes as i knelt before God.
Really, i told God, i feel very tired. Can i give up? Can i let someone else take the job?
Deep down i know i can't. I've said no to God too many a time that i know if i come so far it has to be God.
But my emotions was really confused... is this what God really wants for me?
Or have i been kidding myself all along? I just wanted God to reassure me...
And reassure... He did... through the sermon... i'm greatly touched, though i still felt weary...
God, thank You...
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new clothes, new shoes, new bike, new friends, fantastic grades.
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malaysia, penang.
australia, brisbane/gold coast.
thailand, hatyai.
malaysia, genting.
malaysia, johor.
malaysia, melaka.
thailand, chiangmai.
australia, perth.
canada, edmonton/cold lake.
australia, rockhampton.
thailand, bangkok.
austria, vienna.
czech rep, olomouc.
austria, salzburg.
germany, munich.
switzerland, zurich.