lunes, junio 16, 2003
[ 118. Weilong ]
hey hey...
this is a new week.
Well, much has happened last week...
my relationship with wl has soured much...
Well, that is always means when you work with people you are close to means you'll risk losing the friendship?
i nearly cried yesterday over what have happened over...
i know i was being self-centred to keep pushing the blame to him...
but i'm really afraid to lose this friend becuz of ministry...
had a talk with him to trash things out this morning...
as i was talking to him, i really sense much despair and lost hope between us...
as he told me about how he frankly felt...
i know i don't have a right to say this..
but i really felt depressed... full of angst... hate myself... why must this happen to me...
then got another brother... i dunno why, juz suddenly feel very far form him...
yar, we do talk and affirm one another...
but he just doesn't initiate much stuff anymore...
God... why muz this happen to me..........
let me cry..................................................................................................................
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Shannon left at 1:38 p. m..