gone.
will i be back?
i don't know.
maybe i've started elsewhere.
maybe never. again.
lunes, junio 09, 2003
[ 111. Back from Camp ]
Hies people... haiz. i've tried to blog last night, but our dear www.blogger.com failed again... so here's my late entry...
For those who know... i'm back from my church camp.
"A courageous community"... the theme.
Basically i came back home with a bags of feelings,
with new fire burning for God,
and past worries all digged up.
I'm realli glad to see all my people coming for camp...
freedy, nicholas, bowen and myself.
Glad for them to really enjoy the fellowship,
something that has been absent for so long.
This camp has brought about certain issues.
One thing that stirred in my heart that...
it definitely dropped from the camp last year.
Like i said... there are mixed feelings,
so definitely i have learnt a lot as well.
Apparently, there's greater concern of the pt bros mixing with the sisters.
Living on different floors of the hotel,
there's tension wherever someone intrudes a level not of their own.
On the surface it still looked ok,
but deep down we know that leaders are watching.
Not saying that the leaders are wrong.
I know they are going by prevention is better than cure.
Anyway, if they compromise on this,
they'll end up compromising more.
And certain people will end up taking advantage of the situation.
Just like now, there are already people about to step beyond limits.
There's been much disagreements between me and weilong and jason about some things during this camp. And i've been struggling between trying to reason out and following jason in his decisions, though not very convincing decisions at times. Anyway, i still love them... i understand that as a team, we are bound to rub shoulders... and i really thank God for their hearts of excellence as well.
Basically across this camp,
we found out that mx, chris, sher and myself share the same ideals.
There's something wrong that's preventing us from growth...
and i know it's not right to just gossip.
And we are not comfortable addressing the issue.
So i guess the next best thing is to live by example...
what kind of group we want,
we should live it out for others to see.
As future leaders of the group,
i know i have not been doing my best.
I will try... for the sake of my people,
for the sake of myself,
but most imptly... for God's kingdom.
It's reality that we have troubles.
But it's divine that we overcome the odds to build God's Kingdom with His Power.
Shannon left at 12:35 p. m..
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new clothes, new shoes, new bike, new friends, fantastic grades.
macbook, ipod nano, nokia n80, new wallet.
his horizons
malaysia, penang.
australia, brisbane/gold coast.
thailand, hatyai.
malaysia, genting.
malaysia, johor.
malaysia, melaka.
thailand, chiangmai.
australia, perth.
canada, edmonton/cold lake.
australia, rockhampton.
thailand, bangkok.
austria, vienna.
czech rep, olomouc.
austria, salzburg.
germany, munich.
switzerland, zurich.