gone.
will i be back?
i don't know.
maybe i've started elsewhere.
maybe never. again.
domingo, junio 01, 2003
[ 105. District Meeting Reflections ]
It's getting kind of late, but well, i've got things to blog,
so here i am. =)
Today was a long day, the usual case on sundays.
Went to nexus rather late today, due to cancellation of joshua's group.
For the first time in many weeks, i actually can leave house at 11am...
Well, that's something new.
What is tugging my heart is today's sermon and district meeting.
Well, sermon's on resolving differences in a team from acts 15.
Of course, sermons are nonetheless delivered in an expository manner,
but to bring it closer home was the things brought out during the district meeting.
Alan Tea has mentioned a few things that really struck my heart.
Indeed, sometimes we really are too nice towards our non-believing friends,
that it supercedes our real love for our own circle of believers,
right up to the extent of being fake.
I guess so. That's what we always do isn't it?
He pinpoint the reasons, about growth in numbers, growth in size...
Yeah, i guess we are really too caught up with that.
Then further on reflecting... how come my cell is so sparsely distributed?
How come it's really like a network with a base from jason?
It can't work that way.
We have arrived at a undesirable stage of indifference towards one another...
Weilong mentioned something real too. What do we know about each other?
Are we really just bounded together structurally?
Well... i've reasoned some things out with xiaohei,
but i know ultimately, whatever reasons we can come up with,
the onus is still ours to make the effort to bond the group.
Yes, perhaps jason should stop nannying all of us and get too uptight,
but i guess me and weilong gotta do something about this issue.
For a start, i'm not sure if i've been the one who may have sown conflicts,
but i'll have to start watching from now.
And indeed, even though i was disobedient to God over the past weeks,
he has still blessed me with a lot of things.
For example Freedy.
This year 1 srjcian who has just been delivered into my group...
like what jason loves to say, "a gift from heaven"
God has blessed me with great pals like wynnie and derek,
true friendships that kept me going even at my downest point in time.
God has also kept me on even through tough times.
Even though there are simply too much temptations...
Thanks God for everything...
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