gone.
will i be back?
i don't know.
maybe i've started elsewhere.
maybe never. again.
jueves, mayo 08, 2003
[ 86. Cheerleading ]
ok... i juz got back from cheerleading prac. -whew-.
tomorrow's the actual thing!! yeah!!!
Well... something bad really happened just now.
Lisa was standing on justin's back and she fell off.
Yeah, without mattress. On the hard carpark ground.
And shake juz... broke down.
I don't blame her... but we all didn't blame her for the accident.
But she thought that it was because she pushed us too hard...
But everyone was just giving their best...
It's just an accident... but the mood was juz rather bad.
Ok lahz, never mind about that.
Actually i wanna talk about another thing.
It's that jason called me just now...
And he was like trying to get out of me if i was doing spiritually better.
Actually my mood has been up today... better than yesterday and syf day.
It's like... i saw through the light of the entire thing,
but i just don't wanna tell him about it.
I'm just lazy to talk about it.
So i told him, must we really talk about it today?
Then what really hurt me was what he said...
If you think that your spiritual life is important you'd want to talk about it.
I was like... i wanted to tell him "What the hell?" on the spot...
but i just told him i'll talk to him again and hung up.
It really hurt... it really hurts... Even the supposed support was gone.
What the hell?
Argh... never mind lahz. i still have got her...
Shannon left at 11:29 p. m..
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thailand, hatyai.
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thailand, chiangmai.
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czech rep, olomouc.
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