domingo, abril 27, 2003
[ 77. Service Rush ]
yoz... today's service...
yupz, went on a mad rush of meetings today as usual.
Went to joshua grp.. but half my heart's wasn't there.
Was corrected on that... but it's ok.
yar, i was sorta prepared to be corrected cuz i knew i wasn't focusing on the sharing.
Heart wasn't realli right...
until service.
Well, to sidetrack a while, i saw freedy at service today!
i was elated... finally another brother in srjc to work on the land with me.
During service... God spoke to me during worship.
He impressed upon this word on me... complacency...
i was asking God what it meant...
Then after the prophecy by the sister...
i finally realized that it meant.
All my skills... what i know... my head knowledge... it doesn't matter to Him.
It doesn't matter to God that i've been in church for clsoe to 5 years.
It doesn't matter how many people i'm follow upping...
But i've became complacent with the things i have...
And i've forgotten all about the first love.
What am i doing all these things for?
And the whole week... when i was feeling down...
i was complacent... i thought things would go better naturally...
even without seeking Him.
But it didn't.. until today... God totally humbled me...
Lord... i wanna be humble before you....
I wanna move on Lord.... |
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