gone.
will i be back?
i don't know.
maybe i've started elsewhere.
maybe never. again.
domingo, abril 20, 2003
[ 70. Easter ]
Ok... it's been a long time since i poured my heart out long on this blog.
Let me do that today since it's Easter. =)
It's been a long time since i was reminded of God's real love for me...
Let me start from yesterday.
Yesterday, i woke up feeling sick and tired, but i trudged to school for my chem prac...
feeling tired, i joined s13 for the practical by Dr Rahman.
Thank God there's deb and cindy to accompany me.
After the prac, i conveniently just ask andy if we needed to return to suresh's tutorial...
and HE JUST IGNORED ME AND WALKED ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeah, i know he doesn't really likes me but that was too much.
That really spoilt my day man.
Never mind... then i went to eat with deb and cindy,
and i was literally pouring out my woes of 2s01 to them.
After that i went for choir.
Met a couple of new juniors, then we went down to serious work.
Haha... my prayers came true. i went back to bass!~!~
heee... then had to relearn all my parts. Grrrr...
Still having my flu. By late afternoon, my flu developed a sore throat too.
Thereafter 6 hours of choir, i was drained...
but went for shepherding as well.
Poured my heart out to jason, who listened keenly...
and really thank God for him... for listening to me and teaching me that lesson. =)
I went home feeling victorious and starting to call all my contacts...
BUT no one could come.
BwaWwaaaaaa!!!!
I almost wanted to cry...
A sick little guy, someone who challenged his people to bring friends the day before...
HAD NO CONTACTS COMING! WHAT KIND OF AN EXAMPLE IS HE SETTING?!
So today morn, i went for Joshua's group.
Went there feeling still sick... i received a surprise sms from yixin...
she wanted to come service!
I was shocked... but was really blessed!
During service, she told me how she didn't wanted to go for her dance thingy for the councillors, and chose to come instead...
It was really a blessing from God. I almost lost all hope today if she didn't come...
And along with all those clips and sermon in service...
i teared... God reminded me that His love for me has never faded before...
It's still.... there.
I never felt God's love so real in my life before.
It's really a renewal of my salvation... and an affirmation of God's love for me.
God... i truly love you too....
Thanks for refreshing me once again...
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