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gone.

will i be back?
i don't know.
maybe i've started elsewhere.
maybe never. again.

jueves, marzo 06, 2003

[ 8. Rebuke ]

haiz.... ok, let me lament a few things to ya ok? Well, yesterday was a baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad day. and i mean bad. Remember i said i was going to follow-up on eugene...? Yupz, that part was ok.... but the part after that was... ermz. disturbing. Well, dun wanna go into details.... but the gist is that my shepherd was rebuking me for not having enough emotional maturity, letting my feelings rule my head.... actually i got 1001 things to rebut at that point, but i don't think they realize that by doing what they did, i'm really really afraid of accounting to them about how i feel in the future... really. I'm rather upset at the facts that they brought out... even when they asked me if there any factual wrong things they mentioned i just can't be bothered to mention... i didn't want to be seen as making up more excuses to save my pride. I made it a point to stop feeling upset the moment i got home. Alongside with a few other resolutions. Ok, that's that.

Well, today was quite an ok day.... i got a 4 for my CLAO. Actually, i know what i want... i want to drop physics and give my chinese another shot. But now my challenge is to convince my mom that i can't do physics anymore. =) Well, who knows. What ever the case is.... i'm dropping 1 subject!!!!!!!!!! For the record, mingxiu and enghow got 1, edwin yong got 2, cindy, szeyi and clydina got 3, joseph(munkit), myself, chinyuen, zhiwei and barry got 4, huiyin, megha, sheralyn and mervin got 5, alvyn eng got 6, meiling got 9. Interesting eh? Well, apparently my seniors didn't do well... jacq got DEE. When i saw her i really dunno how to comfort her. God, do something... Anyway, hopefully i can convince my mom that physics sux sux sux sux.... Today is truly the earliest day EVER i can get home!!! YeaHoOo! Ciaoz now... slacking time...

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