gone.
will i be back?
i don't know.
maybe i've started elsewhere.
maybe never. again.
martes, marzo 25, 2003
[ 38. Lunch Period ]
It's like.... lunch period now.
well... kinda pissed at two of the ppl in the class for what they did in canteen...
don't ask what they did... can't be bothered to mention.
kinda hurting. to me.
Ya... i know i don't exactly like my class and i show it...
doesn't mean that they have to treat me that way...
Well, never mind.
At least the girls are nicer people... haha... =)
Well.. it's mid day tuesday... later on got PE.
I think we're going to run 2.4 if i'm not wrong...
Sianz again. haha... dunno if i can meet my previous timing.
Yesterday i reached home at 1140pm.
Actually i took a train with suraj... that's why it took me so long.
Yupz... he was sharing to me regarding lotsa things...
About the group, about his sheep, about how he feels.
I really thank God for some things that i learnt from him... =)
It's like... it's the few times which i talked to him for so long ya know?
And i've called my shep yesterday...
i really wanna settle the differences and unacceptance with him.
Hope that God will really lead me through this period...
God knows that i'm a very emotion-led person, and sometimes insecure as well...
i've come to a point in my life that without God...
I think i'd die.
Throughout today i've been thinking about a few people...
Bowen... i don't know what's Jason's plan for him...
whether if i'm supposed to take him up as a sheep or will jason take him personally.
But i rememberd when he came in, i took so much ownership over him...
but it's been like kinda diluted now eh? Yupz...
Pray that if he ever becomes my sheep, i'd be able to recharge my relationship with him and bring him astep closer to God.
Then about Derek... he's very much like me in many many areas.
Our emotional personality... our need for relationships... our optimism and child-likeness.
I'm really thankful for this brother...
Yupz. The many smses we exchanged and times that we talked...
it's cool... =)
And i've heard from michael and suraj on how he had come to know christ...
how to grow... i'm really really ashamed of myself.
If only i had such desire to grow last time...
If only.
So today... i really want to pray to God for my own growth.
I've procrastinated enough.
It's time to move on.
Shannon left at 1:06 p. m..
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