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domingo, marzo 16, 2003

[ 20. Upset & Lethargic ]

God God... i feel so upset today. Well, today's GP paper was quite bad, bad in the sense that the two passages given were kind of weirdly related (i.e. unrelated). So never mind... after that i went to eat breakfast with maxwell at macdonalds. He's acting weird too. Like he just walk off, and if i haven't chased up with him, he'd end up eating alone. He's like being anti-social towards the class for the past few days. God knows why. After that we went for chemistry test corrections. Got my As as usual.

I met huixiu for lunch at the beef noodles store. So it's like, we were enjoying ourselves, laughing and talking... until we met wansong at the bus stop. From the time we meet him up, we spoke less than 10 sentences in all until we reach VCH. He's like totally quiet, i could sense that i wasn't supposed to be there. Could sense his unhappiness lorx... then when we reach VCH for AJC choir concert, i saw my sec 4 classmates... mervin, johnny, jianwen, louis, xianfeng... Went to sit with them instead since i knew nothing's gonna come out at all if i sat with huixiu and wansong. Yupz... AJC choir is good, except for small mistakes here and there... but they have definitely improved a lot since i last saw them at their own auditorium last year. Cat high choir was their guest performers... and they pale in contrast to AJC choir. Well, that's besides the point. During the concert, we have two chatterboxes happily.... chattering away. Me, xianfeng johnny and mervin nearly killed them. Make a smart guess who they are. =) After the concert, i saw the hope people.... mingxiu, sharon, joyce, huixin, and we met up with clydina... haha... she looked... mature. hee... then saw the three cat high guys who performed at the esplanade carolling last year... think they recognised me. We waved hi... yupz.

After the concert i went home to take a bath before going to changi airport to study. Was feelin very very lethargic... but decided to go early and get some work done anyway. Went there and did the bulk of my organic assignment. Then at 930pm when we are supposed to meet to send off david and peter, jason haven't reach yet... in fact no one has reached. i feel so lonely... then jason called to ask me to confirm attendance. I called every single of the people... my own people all just give me a confirmation of our own people. Gosh... then when i call my visitors... i dun even know who to call! I even called huixiu and poh liang... huixiu say dun want to come because no one want to come with her... then she added on a news: wansong officially declared that he doesn't like me. Thanx huh... helpful information. That really spoiled my day man. Well, when i called poh liang, he was like "see first lahz... i try my best ok?" when that happens, i always pray for miracles to happen. Then thereafter... at 10pm i finally went up to meet them at the departure hall.... by then i'm already quite dead and down. Then marcus insisted on having shepherding with me tomorrow... and he lied. He said that he has just called jason to excuse me from discovery group... when i'm with jason at that point in time?! Gosh... you're a great one manz. I really don't feel good meeting him up. Zilch.

Then i went home with jieyun, did tell her some stuff, but not much too. Was too tired to do so. Ok, think i gotta go rest. Tomorrow still got HOP and shepherding. and church anniversary.... yupz. Pray that i'll have an uplift in spirit, been around weird people and upset people the whole day. I'm easily affected by them, remember? I need it... thanks.

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